Spiritual Whiplash
Just to be clear, because I feel like this is really important for you to know….
I spent way to much time trying to find not only an image for this blog post, but also a correct way of getting it onto my new website. Also, I did all of this before even writing this piece. So yeah… that was fun. (Insert sarcasm here)
Oh and dont let me forget to mention- my dog barking at the neighbors kids uncontrollably, the other neighbors standing next to their open window chopping something super loudly and my electronics and everything acting crazy enough that i had to go see if Mercury is in retrograde again. It’s not.
So why am I writing this now then? Because i feel it. It’s real and its raw and instead of caving and saying never mind, I’m going to do it and send out love to all the noise and electronics. It’s life, man. And that’s beautiful.
Anyway I wanted to talk to you. Yeah, the you who maybe was attracted to the title of this post or follows me and reads all my stuff. The you who is here reading this regardless of the reason.
Spiritual Whiplash. It’s the best words I could come up with for what I’ve been going through. Deepening into meditation. Communicating with various and multiple ascended masters/Goddesses and Angels. Venturing into deep, hidden closets in my psyche that I’ve kept locked up for decades only to feel the full horror of what’s inside and that’s no exaggeration.
So you might relate if you’ve taken the dive into spirituality. What do i mean by that? You want to heal To depend your practice. To connect with your soul, your truth and let go of all the ego BS.
And in doing that you venture into those dark places that you’ve locked away. The places and experiences that you decided was to much, to scary, to sad, to whatever to actually look at.
You also open your third eye more and more. Guides, Angels and ascended masters come visiting to help you and guide you on your path.
So here’s when things get crazy…. here’s where the spiritual whiplash happens….
Your doing the things, Connecting to soul, connecting to guides, healing past limiting beliefs, trauma, ancestors…
Then the side effects start… exhaustion, crying, sensitivity, lots of trips to the bathroom, colds, headaches… i could go on and on because we are all different and experience things differently so you get the picture.
Basically you feel like you’ve lost your mind and your ability to be comfortable physically. I’m going through all that right now.
And I wouldn’t change it for the world.
I recognize that in order for me to heal and change this is necessary and I welcome it.
I recognize that when it seems bad, i simply need to let myself allow it to flow and to trust.
We tend to resist change and our bodies fight it - that’s why the physical side effects happen.. but you can accept it. You can allow it. And it will ease up.
I wanted to write this to tell you as bad as it can seem, As crazy as you might feel. Keep going. Trust.
Because the result, the outcome of this, is going to be more amazing then you can ever imagine.
How do I know if I’m in the midst of it now?
Let me say
This isn’t my first rodeo and it won’t be my last.
